Easy vs. Hard

As I sit here sipping on my protein shake, my thoughts go back to days of hamburgers, fries and REAL milk shakes. Those days seem so long ago. Food has such a different meaning now. Believe me, I have been fighting against that new meaning. I have recently noticed my portions getting bigger, my snacks getting more frequent and not so healthy. I work out less frequently and I am VERY interested in sleeping. I recently found myself in a new phase of this new life. It's called apathy and let me tell you...it is not fun.
Now, don't worry...I am not giving up this "fight." I just needed to regain focus and I feel like I have. I went into the doctor and had my second adjustment to my lapband. It went very smooth and painless...unlike last time. I have a new focus now and feel like I am can proceed in a way that I am supposed to and that will give me the best results. I have officially lost 45 lbs , 3 pant sizes and 4 shirt sizes...and it feels amazing!! Sorry...no pictures. I know, I know...I'll try and get one soon.
I also want to thank everyone for the overwhelming support. It has been the best feeling to know that I don't have to do this alone. Thanks to all of you for making this just a little bit easier.